Peeps haven been updating my blog coz recently lotsa things haf been happpening around me. U know sometimes i wonder and sometimes i even ask myself. Why can someone be so indecisive in a relationship? Remember how we even started? I really wanna ask u. Do u even give a fuck abt wat u say? Sometimes u tell me things lyk people around u doesnt keep promises. For example sunny! Him always promising tt he will pay u by the end of the week and all but he doesnt ? Why can pple just make empty promises. Fuck! Does it makes a difference frm u? Remember how u ask me for a chance way back before we even started when u first disappoint me? How i so wish i could reverse time. U know how much i hate myself now for loving u?
Rapture Me My Stranger
9:04 AM
9:04 AM
M at the lowest point of my life.. everything is going wrong around me. i've done all i can. all i wanna say. sometimes it tires me out but i wouldnt stop trying to drive the point i love u. i cant lose u. It feels lyk all my hopes are dashed. i tried everything. i would do anything to prove it. m gonna miss running my hands through yer hair and every lil bit of thing tt we do. Sometimes i just feel lyk crying out loud. Can someone tell me y, in the first place i haf to make a very wrong decision, a decision tt might cause us even to lose the friendship we had built a long way back. We haf gone through thick and thin. We haf came frm a long long way back and nw u juz wanna give up hope? How tell me how can i ever get the message across to u? how can i make u forget everything and give me yer whole? These are the questions tt always will linger through my head. You can really bring happiness into my life, but y do u haf to take it away at this point? What we haf said and all way before all tis is just words. Words are cheap, cant u show some action?Wont u even spear a thought for me? Would u even bare to let me go? m i forcing all this out from u? m i asking too much?
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Rapture Me My Stranger
6:08 AM
6:08 AM
CAREFREE =]
Rapture Me My Stranger
3:01 AM
3:01 AM
Hi people. haven been updating my blog recently cause its exams and haven been able to. Exams are finally over. I just wanna say tt life isnt as great as it seems. There are many things i wanna say to u .. there are many thing i wanna do with u. There are many days i wanna be with u. Alot of things we always mention abt i wanna try to fullfill it to u. Well, i think i dont hafta fullfill it up to u any more.. its a sad story..
Rapture Me My Stranger
1:24 AM
1:24 AM
Friends that are not forgotten =]
Rapture Me My Stranger
1:26 AM
1:26 AM
Maybe i just shouldn't expect too much =[.. Well tests are round the corner so maybe i can take my mind off things and hopefully concentrate.
Rapture Me My Stranger
12:15 AM
12:15 AM
Finally meet up with amanda to do some catching up after lyk many failed attempts. We ended up sitting down at coffee bean and started talking and all. Chanced upon the topic on SIA and we were saying how the FUCK ***** got into SIA. lol.. Was pondering alot abt the things that happened lately, m i really a lousy bf or sometimes i juz wanna be pampered. i mean come on , girls, u cant always haf yer guy pampering u all the time right? We are humans too wat, cant u girls juz give in some times? And make us feel gud for once?
Rapture Me My Stranger
6:02 AM
6:02 AM
Dinner with babe and her kins.
Rapture Me My Stranger
5:59 AM
5:59 AM
Baby's bday at zouk. Meet Triston the most friendly and funny guy ever.
Rapture Me My Stranger
5:55 AM
5:55 AM
Was at baby's hse slacking our asses off the whole tym.
Rapture Me My Stranger
5:42 AM
5:42 AM
CAREFREE =]
